[Some of the women I work with have professional lives, and cannot do a video testimonial, or even use their real names. I honor that, and hold a safe space for them to nonetheless express what receiving a G-spot female ejaculation orgasm has meant for them. Here is the latest recipient of my healing gift.]
This story begins long before ever having met Jay Vincent, yet is crucial to the overall understanding of my desire for complete sexual freedom.
For all of my adult life, I have never faced challenges with attaining orgasms. However, during the height of the learning curve associated with knowing all that the female orgasm entails, I experienced a series of encounters and relationships that ended up being detrimental to my overall sexual well being … experiences which ended up creating blockages and deep-seated fears that were heavily rooted in my sexual psyche.
Over the course of a few short years, I began to accept the “fact” that the orgasms my body was capable of producing were “wrong”; that my innate desire to embrace the Divine Feminine was selfish and subsequently punished. These feelings that were created during a time of sexual exploration were quashed … locked away in boxes … and buried deep within my conscious mind. It was okay to experience an orgasm … even a semi-full-body one … it was no longer okay to be sexually “free”. Being “free” created insecurities in others … for which I was directly blamed.
For 22 years, these fears and feelings were locked away … combining with other fears to create a series of failed marriages and relationships. Fast forward to this year … One month ago, a dear friend of mine posted a blog link to an experience that she recently had … an experience that she shared in writing with my husband. Upon seeing this link and reading the words, I came face to face with one of my deep-seated fears: losing my husband to another woman. Over and over, I read her story … and instinctively reacted. The reaction that surfaced surprised me … it was not one of accusation … but one of gratitude, appreciation, and forgiveness.
Buried within her story was a key … a key that would open that box of fears that I had so carefully kept locked away all of these years. She advised me to ask the Universe for help and guidance. I did … and within two weeks, I had the pleasure of meeting Jay for the very first time … For two weeks, my husband and I took the time to get to know Jay on a personal level … revealing to him my request to the Universe and my desire to release the blocks that I had been carrying all these years. It was during those two weeks that I also experienced the releasing of many fears that were peripherally associated with those tied to my sexual bondage.
We talked about the experiences which had created these blocks and fears and set a date for my release using the techniques of G-Spot release for female ejaculation orgasm. Amid the lovely décor of a local hotel room, Jay created a safe space for my experience. Using Reiki techniques and a guided meditation led by Jay, my chakras were opened and joined to full capacity.
I was then blindfolded and my clothing was removed. For one with such a strong Alpha personality, the blindfold aided me along my path toward complete vulnerability … sensory deprivation in the form of sight heightens the other senses. What followed after the placement of the blindfold was excitement and arousal to the highest level possible … all taking me into complete surrender. I was then led to the table and placed in a state of complete relaxation.
There was a spot on my lower back that received extra attention … I learned much later that Jay had felt a “blockage” of sorts in that area, quietly hidden beneath a tattoo that I had done so many years ago, right in the area of my Solar Plexus Chakra – the chakra which holds court over Self Esteem.
As Jay’s masterful technique increased in intensity, waves of arousal coursed through me … from head to toe … inside and out … building in intensity toward the ultimate release. I lost all concept of time and space … riding a tsunami of arousal. When my first orgasm decided to crest and break, it felt as though I was walking through fire, unharmed … an explosion of feelings escaping in my screams of pleasurable delight. Twice more, Jay brought me through these incredibly amazing orgasms before bringing me back to Earth. I could have spent the next 24 hours in that perfectly, amazingly, blissful state … but the need for water was a priority … the session closed and ended. My husband was present during the whole experience.
It was while in the shower afterwards that I experienced the full release that the session had triggered. As though a doorway had opened, I fell against the shower wall, sobbing in pure joy. Waves of emotion washed over me … allowing me to see and love the complete release of all those fears … all the shame associated with the embrace of my sexuality that had been imprisoned in those boxes of my subconscious mind. With the hot water cascading over my naked body, I watched those fears disappear down the drain … allowing me to emerge completely cleansed, stepping fully into the presence of a sexual be-ing.
We remained in that hotel room for another hour … maybe two… reveling in the new energy that filled our hearts and souls. It took another 24 hours before I was able to fully realize how the session had affected me. My husband wished to make love to me that night, but I was exhausted … physically and emotionally drained.
After a solid night’s sleep, I awakened as though a new person … completely whole, inside and out. An internal peace never before felt permeated my entire be-ing. I felt alive. I felt the energies of the Universe coursing through my veins. For the first time in many years, I was able to see and feel the Divine Feminine within … the shadows were gone … emotions and feelings now free to travel back and forth with nothing present to block them any longer. I am grateful to Jay for his role as Gate Keeper … for showing to me the keys necessary for unlocking those doors and lighting the path before me. I am blessed by his friendship and his unconditional love.